Saturday, 29 August 2009

  • I'm So Lost...

    So I haven't posted in a really long time... I should really continue to post, but sometimes it's hard to make the time (bad excuse, I know).

    The other day I was at my dad's house and my ex's old host brother called. Let's call him M, and his twin brother A. They're both 17 and just graduated. Anyways, M called me, which he normally does about every other day. This call was a little different though; he needed a favour from me. They had a new Spanish girl living with them and he wanted me to show her around the school and get to know her, you know, so she wouldn't be alone in high school. I, of course, agreed. So M picked me up and we stopped at the school. He left but came back to drive his girlfriend to work. I signed the Spanish girl up for classes and showed her around the school. I told her what the dress code was and all that fun stuff. I even told her wear to get clothes in case most of hers didn't fit what our school wanted.

    M took me and the Spanish girl shopping for clothes at the Southland, food for supper at Superstore and for new speakers for M at Best Buy. Finally, we got back to his place and M's parents were home. They were really happy to see me, which sort of surprised me. They never seemed to like me very much, but I think they were suprised that I would ever come back to their place. Anyways, M made tacos for supper, which were actually pretty good. I stayed there and we looked at an atlas. (Both of us have always had an interest in looking at maps... Don't ask.) Then my dad called me and told me that I should get home soon.

    M offered to drive me home, and I let him. (He just recently got his lisence and now he wants to drive people everywhere.) I gave him directions, crappy ones at that, just so that we could be together a little longer. I mean, he's a great guy and I wanted to spend more time with him. When he finally got to my house, I told him I'd call him and went to get out. He got out too and came over to my side. He gave me a hug. It was sort of awkward since I don't think I've ever hugged M before. As I started to pull away, I looked at his eyes. They were the most beautiful dark brown I've ever seen. I noticed his mouth coming closer to mine and I pulled away. I mean, he has a girlfriend and stuff. I told him goodnight and I rushed up to my house.

    So now I'm super confused. I don't know if I have feelings for M or not.. :S

  • Choose Identity

  • Give eProps (?)

  • New! You can now edit your comments for 15 minutes after submitting.

About this Entry

Who recommended?